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87Is it ok to always expect disappointment ?
Honesty IS NOT the best policy.
I wish there was some way i could relieve my anger/stress , preferably a way that involves breaking or throwing things.
Its so funny how the ugly guys have the MOST confidence. But hey, it gives me something to laugh about.
I try to be honest with my mom about me wanting to hang out with guys. But all she talks about is school and the things i don’t do enough of, like REALLY i just want to enjoy myself. I’m miserable. Everytime we leave the house we only go where she wants, then back home. I love being out and about. She hates my excessive complaining but she won’t get rid of me. She never lets me go anywhere! All my plans have to fit her schedule and needs. Anywho my junior year SUCKED enough. My whole life was turned around. 3 different schools in a year, maybe having to go to summer school, bad ACT score, AIMS testing, no friends, being alone, etc. All i’ve been around is family, i want to be a teenager before its to late. I barely hang with friends, and she asks me to be honest with her, but how can I? She’s too quick too judge me. So tell me, what am I supposed to do, sit in my room and cry waiting for the day to pass? I can’t live like that. I just want freedom, I’m mature, i don’t smoke OR drink, sleep with guys or go out partying, she knows i think education is important. I’m already not the average teen. I get left out of everything for being “good” while everyone else always talks about how faded or how fun a party was. I just want freedom, i’d be the one to not take advantage of it.
I snagged these at my Dollar Tree! And there were MORE!
I made PHENOMENAL juicy lucy’s last night along with homemade but fries … it was so bomb.
Top 5 Things People Ask You For At School
1. Gum
2. Food
3. Pen/Pencil
4. A Dollar ( money)
5. Earphones
(via teenagerposts)
